February 2011
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Shit, Anna. Pick yourself up.
Going to the grocery store. I need to eat today.
January 2011
98 posts
Lock me up in a padded room so I don't hurt...
I’ve been laying in a heap of clothes on my bedroom floor, curled up in a ball, crying my heart out.
Today has been so difficult. Why am I being pushed to the edge like this? My face is permanently puffy and red, my eyes are swollen shut from crying and my pillow is soaking wet.
I go through this once a week. I just want something to go RIGHT. I want life to be perfect again like it was...
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Let Go - Frou Frou
Happy Music Monday.
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Depression comes out of nowhere, like a winter...
Burnt bagel bars are the best breakfast.
Someone’s trying to bring the champ down today. I have a mountain of things to do. I woke up slow, I don’t feel so great today… mono has been looming again. My mood is ok though, but I read up on all of my blogs and once I was finally ready to get up I realized that I am completely out of almond milk, so I couldn’t have the breakfast I usually have. Instead, I made a bagel...
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“Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.”
– Ephesians 4:2
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SNAZZY SPACE →
has really cool tumblr themes. well.. only if you know how to tweak your own html/css
the-trade-winds asked: Anxiety sucks. If you ever need anyone to talk to about it. I'm here.
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“Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.”
– Proverbs 4:23 NIV
Just wanted to give a shout-out
to Sara Somers for helping me through the rough times I’ve experienced this week. It’s funny for me to think about how much closer we are now compared to when we were in high school. We barely even knew each other then. It’s so weird to think about. I am glad God brought us together and has continued to help connect us even though we are so far away. I can tell you anything and...
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“Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is...”
– Philippians 4:8
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Tomorrow is homework day.
I am not excited. This semester is going to the most boring, waste-of-time-and-money semester EVER. One class is just complete bullshit. It is a high-school-level “student success” class but I need it because it’s part of my degree requirement. You are probably thinking, why Anna, you should be grateful that you have an easy class that’ll be an easy A. NO. Bullshit...
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God helped me today.
He brought me dad to me, who in turn brought me to my family who then took care of me for the night.
Thank you Mom and Dad.
And thank you God.
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To do:
call PCP for more Lexapro
call Apple’s EAP to set up counseling
call psychiatrist to make appointment
think positive and know that I won’t be in this hole forever?
I am having a rough day.
Please pray for me.
I don’t know where to go from here.
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“Why are we afraid of change? The one thing our brain is designed to actively do...”
– Carol L. Henricks, Neurologist.
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“It doesn’t honor God to pretend like everything is OK. That’s the beauty of...”
– John Mark McMillan (via kristajcoffin)
This is beautiful. It gave me a wonderful feeling inside. :D (via redoyourmakeup)
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Yesterday was rough.
I struggle with a lot of self hatred and self doubt.
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Reblog if you live here!
mybabybobooiloveyou:
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I live A life submerged in water People speak to me But their words are dampened by the thickness of the ocean
The pressure Silences the rest of the world except My world My thoughts restraining me from Truly Living
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I have been waiting forever for this moment
Today, Martin Solveig released his single “Hello” featuring Dragonette in the US iTunes store.
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“You’ve come too far to take orders from a cookie.”
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Pwnage!
Today I fit into a pair of jeans that I haven’t been able to wear in months. I didn’t even have to queeze them on.
So excited.
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“Don’t beat yourself up over mistakes. Just take that feeling and say,...”
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My Current Goal
I posted a new link under “MAIN” on the right hand side of my blog. The page is called “My Current Goal” and it will be updated as I construct and complete short and long term goals for myself.
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Strange.
I am feeling really nervous for school to start for some reason. I don’t know what my problem is. I don’t know if I’m afraid of getting overwhelmed by life again, or what. I feel like it might be that. But I’m not sure.
I’ve spent this entire winter break building up my confidence and gaining control of my life again. It’s not school alone that knocked me off...
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“Relationships shouldn’t have to be difficult.”
– Remember that.