i am feeling really inspired and design-ey and either want to write something fantastic or create something even more fantastic, but i really need to go to bed because i need ten hours of sleep because I feel like i’m getting sick.

i got home from work and i really hate long days at work. i suck it up and do it anyway, but i hate those days when you get scheduled in the morning and don’t get out until late evening and i just feel like it wastes the whole day; you can’t really do anything before that, and you can’t do much after.

man, every time i get up off of this stool i get an enormous headache. if i sit down, it almost completely goes away but then i always find a reason to have to get up again. i don’t know if i’ll get sick or not but this is usually how it is for me right before i catch something.

i feel really wobbly.

for some reason i fight being tired. i don’t know why, i just hate sleeping. i feel like there’s more that i need to do and finish and experience and i just can’t get it all done if i sleep.

i really want root beer. sarah brought some into work today and it was just so awesome. i hadn’t had tasty, non-diet, extra fizzy soda —let alone root beer in forever. i used to dislike root beer but today it was just so good. also, ice cubes at home are just not the same as the ice from work. it’s incomparable. i was trying to make an extra icey cup of diet coke but it just didn’t have the same effect or tasty goodness that it does when you use home-refrigerator-ice. i was sorta bummed.

i haven’t been to the gym really in 3 days. i feel so fat when i do that. i made so much progress within the last month, working out twice a day. i lost three pounds and noticeably toned a lot of muscle, but what matters more is the fact that my self-esteem skyrocketed from it. working out makes me feel better overall, but i just feel so tired lately.

i’m creating a Flickr account to showcase all of my photography. i have a large and exponentially growing archive of all my photos that i’d like to share. i’ll post a link up soon.

i’m going to bed i guess, i don’t really feel so great.